how do people write so beautifully and intelligently – not in the poetic way but for exams?
i never make fun of things like depression but GOD I AM GOING TO GET CRIPPLING DEPRESSION I CANNOT BELIEVE I CANT FIND LECTURES 1.4 and 2.1 2.2 2.3 FOR INTERNATIONAL HISTORY
UNCOHERENT its not even art or anything my notes say: too many half thoughts i need to throw whatever halves i get down (end 2016) its not midnight but paint samples call it midnight blue i like it when they sky is dark without a hint of light, it seems to be illuminative on … More i dont even know when i wrote this
i feel like im dancing alone in the dark, entangled between strings and arms with a spotlight about to crash on me any moment – my hair a nest, dark lips and in a black ensemble, shoeless my nails are sliver and shiny, im doing the most contemporary dance you might think i was bonkers … More
felt strange today, it wasnt a bad day but it just felt really weird so tonight i went back to a video i hadnt watched since december 2015, one that inspired me to come out to my friends as not being okay and my struggle with bipolar disorder here’s the link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0eV1o86_DB8 here are some lines … More a reminder
met you at the train station today – sorta, it went something like: me stepping off the escalator, oh cool a student nice jacket though wish i had it too alrighty which side to paya lebar turns right oh hold on is that – oh it is. i keep walking, life isnt a movie scene … More a truthful melodramatic scene from today